So Day 2 started off good, I ended up staring well more like drooling over some guy on the highway that I got stuck next to during morning rush hour traffic. He was cute, and you could deffinately tell he was the outdoors kind of man...he had bikes on his car and was totally rocking the 5 o'clock shadow. He was dreamy =). I did end wondering about several other men around my office that day as well, some though I ended up picturing the whole "what if" and for some I have to say scared the shit out of me. It was like looking down the road 10 years from now thinking "wow, how the heck did I end up with a loser like you". Haha. Even though this was a good exercise for me and especailly having to go through giving up the guy I really liked, I still ended up thinking about him...we all know his as "Fuck Face" and he truly is a jerk. I really did think about him and wonder if he were the one, and if I had been differnt in the beginning would it be different now? Would it have gone a lot further?
Through out today, I also thought about some of the past ex's and what if they or more specifically if one should have been "the one". By the end of the day I realized I was actually kind of happy to be single, cute, and flirty!
It's great to day dream about others, lets your mind open and it made think about what I really want in a man!
~ Nancy
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